| TEN bands you love: -- Live -- Weezer -- Goo Goo Dolls -- System of a Down -- Tori Amos -- Matchbox Twenty -- Nirvana -- No Doubt -- Blink 182 -- Red Hot Chilli Peppers
NINE people that make you smile: -- Mom -- Dad -- Justin -- John -- April -- Jessica -- Mamaw -- Frida -- Billie Jo
EIGHT things you wear daily: -- lip gloss -- my watch -- earrings -- panties -- bra -- shirt -- shorts/pants -- sandals/shoes
SEVEN things that annoy you: -- when it rains outside the day i get my hair done -- slow drivers -- big crowds -- airheads -- bad service at a restaurant -- not finishing something i started -- people who make plans and then cancel on spur of the moment
SIX things that you are looking forward to: -- the summer! -- my birthday -- becoming a lawyer -- spending more time with John -- seeing LIVE in Atlantic City! -- vacationing in Europe
FIVE thing you are scared of: -- being alone -- fish (weird, eh?) -- ghosts -- ferris wheels -- dying
FOUR people you want to spend more time with: -- Billie Jo -- Ronald -- Amy -- Laura
THREE movies that you could watch over and over: -- 10 Things I Hate About You -- The Breakfast Club -- Dumb & Dumber
TWO foods you cannot live without: -- Fettucini Alfredo -- Twizzlers
and finally, ONE thing in your life that is most precious: -- my writings | comments: Leave a comment  |
| Cancer Style: Cancer is a comfort drinker -- and an extra wine with dinner or an after work beer or six can be extra comforting, cant it, cancer darling? like fellow water signs Scorpio and Pisces, crabs must guard against lushery. Cancers are brilliant at ferreting out secret parties and insinuating themselves on VIP lists -- and, in true hollywood style, Cancers are never really drunk; instead, they get 'tired and emmotional. but there's nothing better than swapping stories (and spit) over a few bottles of inky red wine with your faviorite Cancer. even your second favorite Cancer will do. the sign also rules the vanilla flavor, and you'd be adored if you served up vanilla vodka and soda
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| | Subject: | loot | | Time: | 10:12 pm |
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| | My dad and I won $2,300 on the gambling boat this past weekend. So, we split it and I just bought a cute coin purse wallet and some kickass sunglasses from Fossil. Gotta get ready for Summer sometime. :) | comments: Leave a comment  |
| Part of the lyrics to this "Mourning" song by Tantric always make me get a little teary-eyed. I guess when you keep thinking about that one scar that never fully healed, it happens:
Then you conned me into thinking That all I had was you The small insinuations Were cutting me through Cutting me through
And now I stand alone here Stronger than before And I'll never go back Never go back Never go | comments: Leave a comment  |
| | Subject: | !!!!! | | Time: | 07:36 pm |
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| | I get to go see Live in Atlantic City on April 22 - 24!! I am sooooo excited! They are my favorite band and I love Ed so, so much. I can't wait. :) | comments: Leave a comment  |
| | I really don't know what goes through his mind sometimes. This situation is so screwy. At least I'm not alone. All my friends are going through this weird tornado-like relationships. I'm just so sick of playing games. It's killing me, and my emotions are running overtime. Blah. | comments: Leave a comment  |
| | Current Music: | "Cruel To Be Kind" Letters From Cleo | | Subject: | i'm chaging a little | | Time: | 04:31 pm | | Current Mood: | determined |
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| Ok, so, things are really weird right now with my life. Not only am I falling behind on writing in my journal, but there are tremendous changes going on. Not that that's a bad thing, I mind you, because a little change is always good.
I LOVE my new college. I've met some new friends that I have begun to hang out with outside of school. This is really great for me, because even though my current best friends are the greatest, I'm glad to widen my circle. This weekend is going to be fun because I have so much planned. Tonight I am hanging out two of my best friends ever, then tomorrow, introducing them to the new people I've met. I think it's a good transition.
Other then that, I'm starting to like myself better. This sounds weird, I am sure. Shouldn't I have always liked myself? Well, it isn't that I haven't in the past, I'm just starting to appreciate myself more, I guess you could say. I'm a very emotional person. The emotions I have for my family, friends, loved ones are genuine and real. I haven't been able to say I've 'gripped' that until here lately.
Although I do have a confusing situation going on in my love life right now, I think it has hope. I have hope anyway. I'm not even going to go into it for the sake of confusing anyone who reads this, because it's difficult. I'm just going to stay true to myself, even if nothing comes of it but more than a good friend. That's ok. I'll cope.
I don't know what's going to happen involving any aspect of my life, but I'm hoping it will help me learn more about myself, because I am pretty cool. :) | comments: Leave a comment  |
|  Your Seduction Stye: "Fantasy Lover"You know that ideal love that each of us dreams of from childhood? That's you! Not because you posess all of the ideal characteristics, but because you are a savvy shape shifter. You have the uncanny ability to detect someone's particular fantasy... and make it you You inspire each person to be an idealist and passionate, and you make each moment memorable Even a simple coffee date with you can be the most romantic moment of someone's life By giving your date exactly what he or she desires, you quickly become the ideal lover. Your abilities to make dreams come true is so strong, that you are often the love of many people's lives Your ex's (and even people you have simply met or been friends with) long to be yours No doubt you are the one others have dreamed of... your biggest challenge is finding *your* dream lover. What Kind of Seducer Are You?More Great Quizzes from Quiz Diva | comments: Leave a comment  |
| | Last night wasn't too fun. But I feel better. Think maybe Sunday will be what I've been looking for a while. I'm hoping it is, because it's driving me up the wall. Sure wish I would quit overthinking everything. All it does is get me in trouble with myself. | comments: Leave a comment  |
| I was sitting in one of my classes today. Countless things run through my mind in class. Since I'm an avid writer, I tend to jot the more crucial thoughts down. This one is still sticking to me like glue:
Isn't it weird how all your dreams...everything [down to the dream house, vacations at the beach, your first love being your last love, that great family, etc, etc]...is so unattainable because you NEED it so bad?
I guess if I [us] did get everything we wanted, they would no longer be dreams. But in reality, these things I dream about aren't what I would consider "dreams." They're needs.
I'm analytical about stuff like that.
Yeah. | comments: 3 comments or Leave a comment  |
|  You are a Strawberry Daquiri! Sweet, fun-loving, sassy...what more can we say?!?! You love to be the life of the party. You are obviously a social butterfly, have flirting down to a tee, and lets say you don't have a problem flaunting your flavor and sexy style. Your tart taste is advertised with a punch, and everyone knows you've got to be somebody special.
********WHAT DRINK ARE YOU??????*********(cmon i know you wanna know) ;) brought to you by Quizilla | comments: Leave a comment  |
| Last night/today was fuuuun. I hadn't seen Billie in a month. Billie is my bestest friend ever. We've been tight since I was 3 and she was 2. She got married a few years ago and still lives in my old hometown, so we don't we to see each other too often. Last night we did, though.
...we went to the old pizza place we love and had dinner...went and seen her mom...then watched the first two seasons of Saved by the Bell on DVD 'til 4 am. I loooove that show. Was definitely a Saved by the Bell Marathon!
A.C. Slater...mmmmm.
Making new New Year's plans tonight. ...thinking about a gambling boat in Louisville...or renting a limo and going out in Lexington.
Either way, I'm looking forward to seeing Jessica and Justin that night. I really need them right now, and they need me since we're all three such drama, so it'll be great.
And I finally get to wear my sexy black dress I bought months ago.
Yippy.
Laura's wedding is on Saturday. School starts the 5th. I'm busy, but it's cool.
Just taking the New Year as it comes. All I can do. Otherwise I'll just stress myself out. I do that enough already. | comments: 1 comment or Leave a comment  |
| i stole this because i'm a thief
i n f o r m a t i o n 01. name: samantha 03. sex: female 04. b'day: june 30 05. sign: cancer 06. siblings: only child 07. hair colour: light brown w/ blonde streaks 08. eye colour: green 09. shoe size: 8 10. height: 5'6"
r e l a t i o n s h i p s 01. who are your best friends? justin, billie jo, jessica, laura, my mom 02. do you have a boyfriend/girlfriend?: ask again in 5 minutes, plz 03. did you send this to your crush?: no, but i should 04. did your crush send this to you?: nope
f a s h i o n | s t u f f 01. where is your favorite place to shop?: old navy, gap, hot topic, new york lerner 02. any tattoos or piercings?: one tattoo; crescent moon/shooting star combo, outside of left ankle and my ears are pierced twice
s p e c i f i c s 01. do you do drugs?: never 02. what kind of shampoo do you use?: garnier fruitis or something 03. what are you most scared of?: being alone 04. what are you listening to right now?: "bright lights" matchbox twenty 05. who is the last person that called you?: justin 06. where do you want to get married?: hmm. probably outside. it'll be pretty. 07. how many buddies are online right now?: 15 08. what would you change about yourself?: better self-esteem
f a v o u r i t e s 01. colour: pink, sea green, silver 02. food: pasta, bananas, snickers 03. boys' names: orlando, ewan 04. girls' names: kennedy, kayleigh 05. subjects in school: history 06. animals: kittys 07. sports: swimming, baseball
h a v e | y o u | e v e r 01. given anyone a bath?: weird question 02. smoked?: bleck 03. bungee jumped?: nah, but i would 04. made yourself throw up?: nope 05. skinny dipped?: yep 06: ever been in love?: oh yeah 07. made yourself cry to get out of trouble?: maybe 08. pictured your crush naked?: mmmhmm 09. actually seen your crush naked?: mmmmm...yes 10. cried when someone died?: yes 11. lied?: sure 12. fallen for your best friend?: nah 13. been rejected?: yep 14. rejected someone?: yep 15. used someone?: don't think so 16. done something you regret?: haven't we all
c u r r e n t clothes: green and blue pj pants, blue tank music: same as above make-up: a li'l foundation and some mascara annoyance: it's kinda peaceful here smell: candles favourite artist: ed from live Poet: emily dickinson Music: stop asking favourite group: live desktop picture: my kitty elizabeth book you're reading: reading bridget jones' diary again cd in player: no doubt
l a s t | p e r s o n you touched: my mom hugged: someone at christmas you imed: justin you yelled at: my mom you kissed: danny
a r e | y o u understanding: yes open-minded: yes arrogant: over somethings, sure insecure: yea, it sucks interesting: very random: very hungry: not really smart: yeah moody: extremely hardworking: sometimes organized: yes healthy: think so shy: eh, not really difficult: ask my ex-boyfriends attractive: i'm cute bored easily: yes messy: nope responsible: yes obsessed: depends angry: nah sad: a little happy: eh hyper: nah trusting: yes talkative: yes legal: mmmhmm
w h o | d o | y o u | w a n n a kill: no one slap: no one get really wasted with: my friends get high with: no thankey look like: i always get that "i swear you look just like so and so" so a lot of people i presume talk to offline: danny talk to online: whomever im's me
r a n d o m in the morning i am: i get up all i/you need is: faith love is: lots of little things, that when combined, make a big ball of love (aww! i made that up!)
w h i c h | i s | b e t t e r coke or pepsi: diet coke flowers or candy: candy tall or short: tall
o p p o s i t e | s e x what do you notice first: smile last person you slow danced with: can't recall worst question to ask: "so, tell me about yourself." wtf? i can't tell you about me, you gotta get to know me who makes you laugh the most: justin who makes you smile: justin who gives you a funny feeling when you see them: john cusack who has a crush on you: dunno
d o | y o u | e v e r sit on the internet all night waiting for that someone to IM you: not anymore save conversations: nah wish you were a member of the opposite sex: not really wish you were younger: only when times get tough cry because someone said something to you: yes
n u m b e r of times i have had my heart broken: twice of hearts i have broken: ask around of guys i've kissed: hmm...13, i think of girls i've kissed: two. i was drunk, i swear. of continents i have lived in: one of tight friends: three of cds i own: who the hell knows amount of scars on my body: three of things that i regret: three
y o u r | t h o u g h t s i know: one day it'll all work out for the best i want: to be aboslutely happy i have: an ache in my upper thigh i wish: i didn't worry so much i hate: when things don't go my way i fear: being alone i love: writing
f i n a l | q u e s t i o n s 01. do you like filling these out: sometimes 02. how many people are you sending this to: who cares? 03. who will send it back: n/a 04. least likely to send it back: n/a 05. gold or silver: silver 06. what was the last film you saw at the movies: gothika 07. favourite cartoon/anime: care bears 08. what did you have for breakfast this morning: frosted flakes 09. who would you love being locked in a room with: mmm...paul walker 10. could you live without your computer: no 11. would you colour your hair: sure 12. could you ever get off the computer: i love my computer. it's my soulmate. 13. habla espanol: du hast? 14. how many people are on your buddy list: 72 15. drink alcohol: sometimes 16. like watching sunrises or sunsets: sunsets are romantic 17. what hurts the most: being alone | comments: Leave a comment  |
| | I am so vain! I had no other ideas for a new icon so I used my own picture. Damn me! Damn me to hell! | comments: 3 comments or Leave a comment  |
| I gotta start updating this thing. I need a new look. Until then, I'm Santa's ho. Haha!
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| | Subject: | ...sigh. | | Time: | 11:11 am | | Current Mood: | contemplative |
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| Let me say...what the fuck?
I had the weirdest dream last night. It was a terrible dream, yet I woke up feeling...how should I say this...relieved? Somewhat fulfilled? This dream served a message I have been trying to realize for about a month now.
Whoever says they don't believe in intuitions, mystics, dreams, etc. Well, they didn't experience what I did in my sleep last night.
Fuck.
That was a realistic one. | comments: Leave a comment  |
|  You Are StrippingYou're totally hot - and it gets you off to show you stuff. Luckily, you get your partner off in the process! From lap dances to walking in high heels, you act like a A level stripper. You've got enough class to make your stripping style sexy - and not skanky You're more like Demi Moore from Striptease... than Elizabeth Berkeley in Showgirls. And while you may have what it takes to rake in $1000 a night, you're too classy to go pro. What Kind of Foreplay Are *You*?More Great Quizzes from Quiz Diva | comments: Leave a comment  |
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