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Subject:before i go out to dinner
Time:06:10 pm
TEN bands you love:
-- Live
-- Weezer
-- Goo Goo Dolls
-- System of a Down
-- Tori Amos
-- Matchbox Twenty
-- Nirvana
-- No Doubt
-- Blink 182
-- Red Hot Chilli Peppers

NINE people that make you smile:
-- Mom
-- Dad
-- Justin
-- John
-- April
-- Jessica
-- Mamaw
-- Frida
-- Billie Jo

EIGHT things you wear daily:
-- lip gloss
-- my watch
-- earrings
-- panties
-- bra
-- shirt
-- shorts/pants
-- sandals/shoes

SEVEN things that annoy you:
-- when it rains outside the day i get my hair done
-- slow drivers
-- big crowds
-- airheads
-- bad service at a restaurant
-- not finishing something i started
-- people who make plans and then cancel on spur of the moment

SIX things that you are looking forward to:
-- the summer!
-- my birthday
-- becoming a lawyer
-- spending more time with John
-- seeing LIVE in Atlantic City!
-- vacationing in Europe

FIVE thing you are scared of:
-- being alone
-- fish (weird, eh?)
-- ghosts
-- ferris wheels
-- dying

FOUR people you want to spend more time with:
-- Billie Jo
-- Ronald
-- Amy
-- Laura

THREE movies that you could watch over and over:
-- 10 Things I Hate About You
-- The Breakfast Club
-- Dumb & Dumber

TWO foods you cannot live without:
-- Fettucini Alfredo
-- Twizzlers

and finally, ONE thing in your life that is most precious:
-- my writings
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Subject:drinking is connect with the stars? neat
Time:05:55 pm
Cancer Style:
Cancer is a comfort drinker -- and an extra wine
with dinner or an after work beer or six can be
extra comforting, cant it, cancer darling? like
fellow water signs Scorpio and Pisces, crabs
must guard against lushery. Cancers are
brilliant at ferreting out secret parties and
insinuating themselves on VIP lists -- and, in
true hollywood style, Cancers are never really
drunk; instead, they get 'tired and emmotional.
but there's nothing better than swapping
stories (and spit) over a few bottles of inky
red wine with your faviorite Cancer. even your
second favorite Cancer will do. the sign also
rules the vanilla flavor, and you'd be adored
if you served up vanilla vodka and soda


Alcohoroscopes MRK 2- the stars and your drinking style
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Subject:loot
Time:10:12 pm
My dad and I won $2,300 on the gambling boat this past weekend. So, we split it and I just bought a cute coin purse wallet and some kickass sunglasses from Fossil. Gotta get ready for Summer sometime. :)
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Subject:mourning
Time:04:41 pm
Part of the lyrics to this "Mourning" song by Tantric always make me get a little teary-eyed. I guess when you keep thinking about that one scar that never fully healed, it happens:

Then you conned me into thinking
That all I had was you
The small insinuations
Were cutting me through
Cutting me through

And now I stand alone here
Stronger than before
And I'll never go back
Never go back
Never go
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Subject:!!!!!
Time:07:36 pm
I get to go see Live in Atlantic City on April 22 - 24!! I am sooooo excited! They are my favorite band and I love Ed so, so much. I can't wait. :)
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Subject:just quit it already
Time:11:20 am
I really don't know what goes through his mind sometimes. This situation is so screwy. At least I'm not alone. All my friends are going through this weird tornado-like relationships. I'm just so sick of playing games. It's killing me, and my emotions are running overtime. Blah.
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Current Music:"Cruel To Be Kind" Letters From Cleo
Subject:i'm chaging a little
Time:04:31 pm
Current Mood:[mood icon] determined
Ok, so, things are really weird right now with my life. Not only am I falling behind on writing in my journal, but there are tremendous changes going on. Not that that's a bad thing, I mind you, because a little change is always good.

I LOVE my new college. I've met some new friends that I have begun to hang out with outside of school. This is really great for me, because even though my current best friends are the greatest, I'm glad to widen my circle. This weekend is going to be fun because I have so much planned. Tonight I am hanging out two of my best friends ever, then tomorrow, introducing them to the new people I've met. I think it's a good transition.

Other then that, I'm starting to like myself better. This sounds weird, I am sure. Shouldn't I have always liked myself? Well, it isn't that I haven't in the past, I'm just starting to appreciate myself more, I guess you could say. I'm a very emotional person. The emotions I have for my family, friends, loved ones are genuine and real. I haven't been able to say I've 'gripped' that until here lately.

Although I do have a confusing situation going on in my love life right now, I think it has hope. I have hope anyway. I'm not even going to go into it for the sake of confusing anyone who reads this, because it's difficult. I'm just going to stay true to myself, even if nothing comes of it but more than a good friend. That's ok. I'll cope.

I don't know what's going to happen involving any aspect of my life, but I'm hoping it will help me learn more about myself, because I am pretty cool. :)
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Time:12:01 pm
Fantasy Lover



Your Seduction Stye: "Fantasy Lover"


You know that ideal love that each of us dreams of from childhood? That's you!


Not because you posess all of the ideal characteristics, but because you are a savvy shape shifter.


You have the uncanny ability to detect someone's particular fantasy... and make it you




You inspire each person to be an idealist and passionate, and you make each moment memorable


Even a simple coffee date with you can be the most romantic moment of someone's life


By giving your date exactly what he or she desires, you quickly become the ideal lover.




Your abilities to make dreams come true is so strong, that you are often the love of many people's lives


Your ex's (and even people you have simply met or been friends with) long to be yours


No doubt you are the one others have dreamed of... your biggest challenge is finding *your* dream lover.



What Kind of Seducer Are You?

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Subject:think, think, think
Time:04:40 pm
Last night wasn't too fun. But I feel better. Think maybe Sunday will be what I've been looking for a while. I'm hoping it is, because it's driving me up the wall. Sure wish I would quit overthinking everything. All it does is get me in trouble with myself.
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Subject:wants, needs, unattainable?
Time:02:05 pm
Current Mood:[mood icon] contemplative
I was sitting in one of my classes today. Countless things run through my mind in class. Since I'm an avid writer, I tend to jot the more crucial thoughts down. This one is still sticking to me like glue:

Isn't it weird how all your dreams...everything [down to the dream house, vacations at the beach, your first love being your last love, that great family, etc, etc]...is so unattainable because you NEED it so bad?

I guess if I [us] did get everything we wanted, they would no longer be dreams. But in reality, these things I dream about aren't what I would consider "dreams." They're needs.

I'm analytical about stuff like that.

Yeah.
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Subject:EVIL~!
Time:04:20 pm
I am 59% Evil Genius

Evil courses through my blood. Lies and deceit motivate my evil deeds. Crushing the weaklings and idiots that do nothing but interfere in my doings.

Take the Evil Genius Test at fuali.com
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Time:02:22 am
dquiristrberry:)
You are a Strawberry Daquiri! Sweet, fun-loving,
sassy...what more can we say?!?! You love to be
the life of the party. You are obviously a
social butterfly, have flirting down to a tee,
and lets say you don't have a problem flaunting
your flavor and sexy style. Your tart taste is
advertised with a punch, and everyone knows
you've got to be somebody special.


********WHAT DRINK ARE YOU??????*********(cmon i know you wanna know) ;)
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Subject:ya know what?
Time:02:14 am
blah.
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Subject:it's all right, cause I'm saved by the bell!
Time:08:20 pm
Current Mood:[mood icon] okay
Last night/today was fuuuun. I hadn't seen Billie in a month. Billie is my bestest friend ever. We've been tight since I was 3 and she was 2. She got married a few years ago and still lives in my old hometown, so we don't we to see each other too often. Last night we did, though.

...we went to the old pizza place we love and had dinner...went and seen her mom...then watched the first two seasons of Saved by the Bell on DVD 'til 4 am. I loooove that show. Was definitely a Saved by the Bell Marathon!

A.C. Slater...mmmmm.

Making new New Year's plans tonight.
...thinking about a gambling boat in Louisville...or renting a limo and going out in Lexington.

Either way, I'm looking forward to seeing Jessica and Justin that night. I really need them right now, and they need me since we're all three such drama, so it'll be great.

And I finally get to wear my sexy black dress I bought months ago.

Yippy.

Laura's wedding is on Saturday. School starts the 5th. I'm busy, but it's cool.

Just taking the New Year as it comes. All I can do. Otherwise I'll just stress myself out. I do that enough already.
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Subject:yay hugs
Time:01:08 pm





*HUGS* TOTAL!
give sissycatliz more *HUGS*

Get hugs of your own
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Subject:survey thingy and bordem
Time:12:28 am
i stole this because i'm a thief

i n f o r m a t i o n
01. name: samantha
03. sex: female
04. b'day: june 30
05. sign: cancer
06. siblings: only child
07. hair colour: light brown w/ blonde streaks
08. eye colour: green
09. shoe size: 8
10. height: 5'6"

r e l a t i o n s h i p s
01. who are your best friends? justin, billie jo, jessica, laura, my mom
02. do you have a boyfriend/girlfriend?: ask again in 5 minutes, plz
03. did you send this to your crush?: no, but i should
04. did your crush send this to you?: nope

f a s h i o n | s t u f f
01. where is your favorite place to shop?: old navy, gap, hot topic, new york lerner
02. any tattoos or piercings?: one tattoo; crescent moon/shooting star combo, outside of left ankle and my ears are pierced twice

s p e c i f i c s
01. do you do drugs?: never
02. what kind of shampoo do you use?: garnier fruitis or something
03. what are you most scared of?: being alone
04. what are you listening to right now?: "bright lights" matchbox twenty
05. who is the last person that called you?: justin
06. where do you want to get married?: hmm. probably outside. it'll be pretty.
07. how many buddies are online right now?: 15
08. what would you change about yourself?: better self-esteem

f a v o u r i t e s
01. colour: pink, sea green, silver
02. food: pasta, bananas, snickers
03. boys' names: orlando, ewan
04. girls' names: kennedy, kayleigh
05. subjects in school: history
06. animals: kittys
07. sports: swimming, baseball

h a v e | y o u | e v e r
01. given anyone a bath?: weird question
02. smoked?: bleck
03. bungee jumped?: nah, but i would
04. made yourself throw up?: nope
05. skinny dipped?: yep
06: ever been in love?: oh yeah
07. made yourself cry to get out of trouble?: maybe
08. pictured your crush naked?: mmmhmm
09. actually seen your crush naked?: mmmmm...yes
10. cried when someone died?: yes
11. lied?: sure
12. fallen for your best friend?: nah
13. been rejected?: yep
14. rejected someone?: yep
15. used someone?: don't think so
16. done something you regret?: haven't we all

c u r r e n t
clothes: green and blue pj pants, blue tank
music: same as above
make-up: a li'l foundation and some mascara
annoyance: it's kinda peaceful here
smell: candles
favourite artist: ed from live
Poet: emily dickinson
Music: stop asking
favourite group: live
desktop picture: my kitty elizabeth
book you're reading: reading bridget jones' diary again
cd in player: no doubt

l a s t | p e r s o n
you touched: my mom
hugged: someone at christmas
you imed: justin
you yelled at: my mom
you kissed: danny

a r e | y o u
understanding: yes
open-minded: yes
arrogant: over somethings, sure
insecure: yea, it sucks
interesting: very
random: very
hungry: not really
smart: yeah
moody: extremely
hardworking: sometimes
organized: yes
healthy: think so
shy: eh, not really
difficult: ask my ex-boyfriends
attractive: i'm cute
bored easily: yes
messy: nope
responsible: yes
obsessed: depends
angry: nah
sad: a little
happy: eh
hyper: nah
trusting: yes
talkative: yes
legal: mmmhmm

w h o | d o | y o u | w a n n a
kill: no one
slap: no one
get really wasted with: my friends
get high with: no thankey
look like: i always get that "i swear you look just like so and so" so a lot of people i presume
talk to offline: danny
talk to online: whomever im's me

r a n d o m
in the morning i am: i get up
all i/you need is: faith
love is: lots of little things, that when combined, make a big ball of love (aww! i made that up!)

w h i c h | i s | b e t t e r
coke or pepsi: diet coke
flowers or candy: candy
tall or short: tall

o p p o s i t e | s e x
what do you notice first: smile
last person you slow danced with: can't recall
worst question to ask: "so, tell me about yourself." wtf? i can't tell you about me, you gotta get to know me
who makes you laugh the most: justin
who makes you smile: justin
who gives you a funny feeling when you see them: john cusack
who has a crush on you: dunno

d o | y o u | e v e r
sit on the internet all night waiting for that someone to IM you: not anymore
save conversations: nah
wish you were a member of the opposite sex: not really
wish you were younger: only when times get tough
cry because someone said something to you: yes

n u m b e r
of times i have had my heart broken: twice
of hearts i have broken: ask around
of guys i've kissed: hmm...13, i think
of girls i've kissed: two. i was drunk, i swear.
of continents i have lived in: one
of tight friends: three
of cds i own: who the hell knows
amount of scars on my body: three
of things that i regret: three

y o u r | t h o u g h t s
i know: one day it'll all work out for the best
i want: to be aboslutely happy
i have: an ache in my upper thigh
i wish: i didn't worry so much
i hate: when things don't go my way
i fear: being alone
i love: writing

f i n a l | q u e s t i o n s
01. do you like filling these out: sometimes
02. how many people are you sending this to: who cares?
03. who will send it back: n/a
04. least likely to send it back: n/a
05. gold or silver: silver
06. what was the last film you saw at the movies: gothika
07. favourite cartoon/anime: care bears
08. what did you have for breakfast this morning: frosted flakes
09. who would you love being locked in a room with: mmm...paul walker
10. could you live without your computer: no
11. would you colour your hair: sure
12. could you ever get off the computer: i love my computer. it's my soulmate.
13. habla espanol: du hast?
14. how many people are on your buddy list: 72
15. drink alcohol: sometimes
16. like watching sunrises or sunsets: sunsets are romantic
17. what hurts the most: being alone
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Subject:vanity affair
Time:12:14 am
I am so vain! I had no other ideas for a new icon so I used my own picture. Damn me! Damn me to hell!
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Subject:It's that time of the year!
Time:11:35 am
I gotta start updating this thing. I need a new look. Until then, I'm Santa's ho. Haha!

santa's ho



You are Santa's Ho!


I know what you'll lay out for Santa

And it's not milk and cookies.



The Xmas Quiz: Are You a Ho Ho Ho?

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Subject:...sigh.
Time:11:11 am
Current Mood:[mood icon] contemplative
Let me say...what the fuck?

I had the weirdest dream last night. It was a terrible dream, yet I woke up feeling...how should I say this...relieved? Somewhat fulfilled? This dream served a message I have been trying to realize for about a month now.

Whoever says they don't believe in intuitions, mystics, dreams, etc. Well, they didn't experience what I did in my sleep last night.

Fuck.

That was a realistic one.
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Time:08:55 pm
stripping



You Are Stripping


You're totally hot - and it gets you off to show you stuff.

Luckily, you get your partner off in the process!

From lap dances to walking in high heels, you act like a A level stripper.



You've got enough class to make your stripping style sexy - and not skanky

You're more like Demi Moore from Striptease... than Elizabeth Berkeley in Showgirls.

And while you may have what it takes to rake in $1000 a night, you're too classy to go pro.



What Kind of Foreplay Are *You*?

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